Vent

What a frustrating week. Never had to persistently "beg" so much in my life, or have so many roadblocks thrown at me one after the other. Right when I finally get past one obstacle, another one presents itself. I really think I've done as much as I could up to this point. If things don't work out then maybe they aren't supposed to yet. I've stressed out so much this week and REFUSE to continue doing so. The original end goal of all this was to improve my well-being and develop a better sense of self purpose. But the process of getting there is turning all this upside down and having the complete opposite effect. I'm not giving up but I am recognizing that my path there is not a smooth one. I have to take things as they come, even the failures, because it is part of my process. I can't change the past but I can work with what I have. Think happy 💭.