Negligence

So, what is a friend?

Someone who's there at a time of need?...so what if you were to miss out on one of those times of need when you know u might be needed? Are you still considered a good friend?...I guess you would call that negligence... and just to let you know, it sucks being the one who caused it.

There's that sinking feeling of guilt mixed with self-disgust and of course feeling pissed off at other people who contributed to making you negligent... even though you know ultimately it's your own fault.

From the other perspective, it definitely it sucks to have negligent friends. But not ALL your friends can be negligent right? ... I guess that varies from person to person. Once deemed as a negligent friend, it's a difficult process to climb back up that ladder...

If you end up in any one of these situations (and you actually care), let's just say talking to other people involved helps a whole lot and who knows... you might not be in as deep as you originally imagined yourself to be? and perhaps that negligent friend of yours...may not be as they seem?

Interesting day...

SO...got up at freggin' 7 AM on friday to ride the bus to school and finish my lab report...only to discover later on in the day that there wasn't anything due... -__-" ai yah...my life. I seem to be living rather carelessly these days with no particular aim. To those who strive to achieve great things, I admire how motivated you are. Nowadays I just look forward to the next episodes of Smile, You and You're Beautiful...sad, no? (but they're so good!! ... very recommended)


But what exactly are "great things?" When you pop the question to someone randomly, the first idea that'll materialize in their minds will most likely be the objective one...making a difference in the world...WELL, if that's the case, then I think everyone will eventually achieve great things...whether it be good or evil. From things like carbon footprints to volunteering to saving up pink Yoplait yogurt lids to sharing stories to saving lives, aren't those all impacts of some sort? ... and no, I'm not trying to cheer anyone up with this, but just bring to light what my thoughts are... so the next time anyone feels down about their purpose in life compared to other ppl's, they should remember it's the little things that count from time to time and that eventually build up to become the bigger impact in someone's life. That someone maybe someone you've never met before, or even yourself.